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the flu, mayhap November 16, 2002 Saturday - 20:27 i'm sick of people who think they're fantastic when they're not. i'm sick of this ennui, this stupid lethargic apathy. i'm sick of not studying when i should be studying. i'm sick of studying. i'm sick of being me. i'm sick of being fat. i'm sick of my life, how everything is the same. i'm sick of being told i *may* be good enough but not being told i *am* good enough. i'm sick of being lonely. i'm sick of feeling sleepy. i'm sick of knowing i am ruining my chances at a good grade yet not being bothered enough to do anything about it. i'm sick of studying but not remembering what i studied. i'm sick of this stuffy comfort i feel. i'm sick of knowing that people hurt who should not need to hurt. i'm sick of knowing people hurt in ways that nobody should feel. i'm sick of being unable to help. i'm sick of my life. i'm sick of my life. i'm sick of everything, and all i want to do is, you know, sleep. diaryland | archive | newest entry | profile
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