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hungersite.com August 31, 2001 Friday - 11:35 i don't want to eat i don't want to eat i don't want to eat the idea of food repulses me the thought of eating disgusts me but, dammit, i'm hungry!! argh i don't want to eat!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe if i told myself that enough i would believe it. if i were thinner then maybe he would like me. no, that's rubbish. i focus on the pain / the only thing that's real i would be more beautiful i want a perfect body / i want a perfect soul / i want you to notice / when i'm not around i am so so so bored and i'm so tempted to eat. maybe i should go out. but i would be even more tempted. bored bored bored bored!!!!!!!! shit!!!!!!!!! can' take it akjhdsflKewsddhjsoiht'w[efg jdskflll;y teurihgjdxzk vlegeihgwjiytgu,w3tibzfmb z,xvjkesrhtugskj ;wa argH!!!!!!!!! eateateateateateateateateateateateateateat damndamndamndamndamndamn argh!!!!!! i must lose weight!! can't take it try to sleep. diaryland | archive | newest entry | profile
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