stop giving me choices
March 19, 2011 saturday - 20:21
i am helpless in this - take this temptation from me, these dark dreams, these forbidden desires. i am not allowed to do this, to want this, to even think of this.
i'm so happy now and i don't want this happiness to end. i don't want to ruin everything. not for me, not for you. not for everyone you care about.
give me the strength to resist. to refuse.