ablutomania September 28, 2007 friday - 02:19 now i know it is pain. now i know it is shame. pain is what you have given me; shame is what i give myself for feeling the pain. i have perhaps said the formula one too many times, from now on i will be silent, because now i really am silent; i have to be, i am forced to be. because i don't even have the words to describe this, could i have spoken out. and every moment i cannot speak out carves itself in blood against my skin. let me sleep... diaryland | archive | newest entry | profile
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