March 18, 2005 friday - 17:42
i don't want to cry any more.
i don't want to wait for you, wait by you, wait on the sidelines, wait and wait, knowing you will never come.
i'm here if you want me. i always am.
how many times have i been available?
how many times have you been?
are you my friend?
i don't want this any more.
then sings my soul, my saviour, God, to thee
meaningless. all is meaningless.
let yourself fall.