not so fast
June 16, 2009 tuesday - 00:35
you make me dream things i shouldn't dream. you give me hope i shouldn't believe in.
you make me want things i shouldn't want.
this is bigger than you, now.
i no longer see you when i look at you. suddenly, up close, where your skin shows your history, there is the unnerving defamiliarisation.
the usual feeling of.. wondering. is this what i want. is this what i can take. right now, it doesn't matter.