caught in the middle
July 11, 2010 sunday - 14:25
i dont want to get involved. how did i end up with both of your secrets?
let me be prelapsarian adam and eve: without knowledge, without sin.
for you, i want to be able to not go behind your back. i want to be able to talk to you without lying to you. i want to be worthy of your trust.
for you, i don't want to hear all your nonsense, because i don't want to hate you. you disgust me, and i don't want to be disgusted, because i still want you.