October 08, 2007 monday - 02:12
i'm happy for you but bitterness bleeds into my happiness. i'm jealous. not of her.. of you. of your innocence, the simplicity, the honesty.
and i may want some things but most of all, i want that honesty.
i thought i learned... nothing much from our time together but that's not true.
i learned that the future is something i need to think about. i learned that i cannot just act and not care about the consequences.