April 24, 2007 tuesday - 01:39

why did you have to do this?

why this?

why now?

the drink is a symbol. i remember everything - the first brushes of chemistry. the endless conversations. the time i told you not to tease me. the beer. the bars. the scenery. the crazy drunken nights. the tired mornings. the taxi rides. the texts. the emails. the mp3s. the way you smell.

i remember everything now.
the yearning. the aching. the hoping. the wistfulness. the stretching silences. the misery. the pain. the confusion.

the drink is a symbol. don't YOU remember?

so what do you mean by it?

the offer has been rescinded.

it's too late for the if onlys. not for you. or anyone.

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