August 17, 2014 sunday - 00:34
nights are the hardest, whether i am in bed or curled up in my office chair.
my eyes fill with tears, and the windows start to swim.
if only i could sleep and know i will not awake.
if only i loved God as much as He loves me.
Please don't abandon me. I turn away. I fall into pride. But I need you, I am yours, and I cannot live without you. Hold me, heal me, show me how to live.
I am not good enough. Never good enough. And my faith is weak. But my need is great. Please, please save me.