give it up
August 16, 2004 monday - 08:29
reading and listening to this stuff, my heart can burst from knowing who i want to be, everybody's best friend, dream girlfriend, smart and and sweet and pretty and rich and popular and capable and athletic and talented, the usual adjectives.
but this isn't what matters to God. these are only wood-and-paper barriers that i can erect, these are only things that hide what my heart cannot be.
all i need is a true heart, a loving heart, a heart that longs after God.
things are going to get better