October 20, 2004 wednesday - 02:54
i am terrified...
i can't seem to study. i am so distracted, so lazy, so depressed. there is so much to be done and there is no time. and it terrifies me that i cannot seem to do it.
where has my motivation and my discipline gone? i am not doing enough.. i am not studying hard.. i am not studying. i am scared.. how am i going to take the exams?
i am in so much trouble and i don't have the energy to pull myself out of it...