July 09, 2007 monday - 23:26

every time i think it couldn't possibly hurt any more, it does.
every time i think i couldn't feel possibly feel any worse, i do.
every thing i thought wouldn't matter suddenly does.
every time i smile at you, something inside me dies a little more.
every time i think of you, i get angrier.
every time i tell myself nobody's to blame, i feel more bitter.
every thing i promise myself not to do, i find myself doing.
every thing i tell myself not to care about, i do.
every promise i make, i find myself breaking.

why does it hurt so much?
why do i want you so much?

why do i keep crying?

why can't i stop?

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