i feel something, like the glimmer of an understanding, lingering on the edge of my mind. and hope in my heart. not quite hope - the knowledge of hope, the recognition of it. not hope, but an understanding that it exists. it is a feeling that makes my heart swell and threaten to burst, and i think i am floating, flying, and exploding into the sky.
this is the beginning and the road is long and tiring. but it is also where everything begins.