it is so confusing when people are not who they are
flatter me and scare me i don't know what to want the most gorgeous guy in the world he knows what he wants
i don't want this anymore. i just want the music and the darkness. i just want to be sexy to myself. don't tell me i am sexy sleazy don't buy me the drinks don't dance with me just let me swim over your side pretending it is the crowd let me slip into the night let me watch from afar and leave me alone and let me forget and forget me
this strange courtship ritual, this strange dance, this strange code, this strange ceremony.. and then what happens next?