May 09, 2004 sunday - 23:03

it is so confusing
when people are not who they are

flatter me and scare me
i don't know what to want
the most gorgeous guy in the world
he knows what he wants

i don't want this anymore. i just want the music and the darkness. i just want to be sexy to myself.
don't tell me i am sexy
don't buy me the drinks
don't dance with me
just let me swim over your side pretending it is the crowd
let me slip into the night
let me watch from afar
and leave me alone
and let me forget
and forget me

this strange courtship ritual, this strange dance, this strange code, this strange ceremony..
and then what happens next?

let me forget

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