August 29, 2010 sunday - 03:01
i want to go back four, five years, to a time when i was resolutely self-assured. when i was confident, thin, tanned, and successful. popular. beautiful. class president. capable. ambitious.
now, i am jobless, fat and hopelessly self-conscious. and miserable. and wanting to settle for whatever i can get. not good enough.
not good enough.