October 19, 2007 friday - 03:26

why do we have to be so estranged?


i read back, to the point when the yous in my entries were about someone else, and you were just a him.

why can't we return?

i miss those days of certainty. and now that i crave security, i realise how much i've lost, and how much i used to have that i never appreciated.

more than i miss you and want you... i want me. the person i was in those gold-tinged months. the live i used to live. and most of all, the friends i used to have.

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