October 19, 2007 friday - 03:26
why do we have to be so estranged?
i read back, to the point when the yous in my entries were about someone else, and you were just a him.
why can't we return?
i miss those days of certainty. and now that i crave security, i realise how much i've lost, and how much i used to have that i never appreciated.
more than i miss you and want you... i want me. the person i was in those gold-tinged months. the live i used to live. and most of all, the friends i used to have.