September 17, 2007 monday - 00:16
it hurts so much, i can't move, or breathe, or think, and i feel nothing except the pain, this pain, overwheming, devastating, gutwrenching.
i'm just sitting here, choking on silent sobs, shaking with the effort to breathe.
i can't take this pain any more.
i can't do it.
i want to go home.