school sucks January 06, 2002 Sunday - 14:00 i want to rise above the muck of life.. to be free, to spread my wings and fly... i want to embrace the blueness for a forever sky... to see the sun sparkling on the sea... but life is cold and dreary and rainy. damp and miserable. books. homework. tests. awful. horrible. USZFINISASASASAYNVDUkhakhegf^*#wor%& BUGuITODSBGV*EOBUISCHLJDGBDLJKG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
'cause you're so beautiful ----- i hate myself and my body. i hate myself so bad it hurts.. i hurt.. it's a prison.. how could this happen to me? ----- you deserve everything you have. you worked so hard. you're such a wonderful person... i hate it that i'm jealous, i want to be happy for you. i am happy for you. i want to be happy for her, too. you belong together, don't you? i can never be anything like what she is. pure, strong, and beautiful. there's way i could ever become like that. please.. don't forget me. i can't do anything for you, anymore. i'm just standing on the sidelines praying for you, if that is enough. it takes so much to sacrifice what i did for you... but i hadn't a choice. don't forget me... i won't forget you. -----
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