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fjords November 03, 2007 saturday - 21:51 as time cycles around, and i feel like i am coming back to the beginning, it is hard to not draw the parallels. it is hard not to remember, and to try and keep forgetting. i must forget. even if my soul aches with the loss of memory. and for this.. you are no longer the only one i blame. i musn't remember. because it's not right to live in the past. not even to take short vacations there. but i close my eyes and you are there; i breathe in and it is your scent; i reach out and feel your clothes beneath my fingers; i sleep and i dream that you are beside me; i awake and i turn to look at a shaded sunrise we once watched together. how can i forget all this? diaryland | archive | newest entry | profile
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