remember more than you'd like to forget
January 02, 2009 friday - 01:09
every new year, i feel a sense of relief as the year passes. but, increasingly, what i feel is not relief but tiredness. i'm tired from all that has passed. and tired from the thought of what lies ahead and which i have yet to face.
the year has barely begun, and already i'm tired.
what will this year bring? will it be my last? what will i achieve? will i finally find what i've been looking for?
what use is hope, when every year ends the way it begun?