many firsts

September 14, 2007 friday - 23:33

i think i could have.
but i didn't.
i didn't want to.
that is a first.

and i feel the power. which i value because in the end it is power over myself.

so maybe i am growing up.
maybe i can stop caring now.
maybe now it will be better.
because if you don't expect anything, you won't be disappointed.

and to drive that way.
is another first.

prefix | suffix

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