theatre of dionysus
August 23, 2007 thursday - 23:32
i dreamed of you yesterday.
i dreamed about an empty room. i walked in and there you were. and you had your fingers on her face. you were drawing her towards you.
and i cried, knowing i was not allowed to. and i apologised. and i got angry. and all the while it was hopeless.
and you were cruel. and i awoke devastated.
it was a dream of you, but it felt like someone else with your face. and i didn't know you.
and that dream haunted me the whole day. when i looked at you i wanted to cry.
what have i done to you? what did i do to deserve this?
i lack the strength to carry on in this life