the gw dub sucks. SUCKS. stupid americans.

December 02, 2004 thursday - 12:27

i think..

maybe it is better not to have feelings
happiness - sadness - everything in between
they never last.. fleeting, momentary, unreal
and then there is the day after, the morning comes, and reality returns, and nothing ever happened
there, then, is the guilt
i don't want it
it would be better not to have feelings
leave only the pain
something i can feel.. something real.. something tangible, something bearable, which goes away, and after it goes away there is only a memory
and memory is only a shell, hollow, an echo..
but the memory of guilt hurts even worse

i don't want this..

take it away...

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