December 17, 2010 friday - 09:55
on this, the last day of my unemployment, i lie in bed, having been cut, sewn, lasered, ipl-ed, sucked, waxed, painted and massaged. i am lighter than i used to be, more shapely, my skin is softer, my muscles more relaxed.
is this what i want? is this what i needed in order to start again? is this enough?