in lieu of this
September 27, 2007 thursday - 23:40
why is everything i do wrong for you?
i'm trying my best, i swear i am.
there was a second on ANTM where they showed a picture on the wall of the house. it was a black and white closeup of a girl in tears. but she was proud, and strong, and beautiful despite the pain. because of it.
and i will be that girl. i won't lie and pretend it doesn't hurt. but i will be strong, even if i am empty and broken inside.
and you will never know how much it hurts.