may we never meet again
September 22, 2004 wednesday - 22:22
i feel stupid
why am i so easily distracted? i should be doing work.. instead i am letting myeslf get upset over nothing. things that are not even real. stories. flights of fancy. and now i am so tired and depressed from crying - over nothing - that i can't study.
why am i letting myself down this path? why do i not have the self control i need?
what's wrong with me?!
life is boring and mundane and i