June 24, 2010 thursday - 00:30
here i am again. in this place.
i hate myself for getting into this position again. for having to remind myself that lust is not the same as love.
i barely know her but i don't want to hurt her.
and you and her will fade away, into the red sandstorm of the past. another forgotten dream. another could have been. another broken heart. life goes on. i will keep working. days. nights. so much work that i don't have time for anything else at all.
help me to forget, please.
don't tempt me.
just let me go.