December 30, 2007 sunday - 20:47
i'm not ready for the year to end.
i've not yet made my peace.
i miss you. i miss, most of all, the companionship, the feeling of belonging to someone, the feeling of being important to you.
i am starving.. i need love, i need affirmation, i need tenderness and gentleness.
there is something wrong with me. i don't understand things any more. i don't know how to respond. i can't be bothered to try.
i need strength. please, grant me strength.