lotus in the rain
February 22, 2015 sunday - 21:16
i seem to have lost the ability to express myself. my thoughts swim in my head, and i have conversations in my head, with myself, with my friends, with God, but i cannot speak a word. i somehow cannot seem to put a finger on what i think or feel. i cannot articulate it.
and so i wander around in circles, i make up my mind and change it, i grasp for a reason or a feeling i cannot identify, i cry without knowing why. i have lost my voice and i cannot speak, cannot laugh, cannot scream.